Trying to compose your self under pressure isn't easy. I for one am terrible at this. I would like to fool myself into thinking that the only people that know this are Close friends, My best friends, and the occasional family member. Sounds like to many all ready. lol I am sure it is more like anyone I come in contact with that day.
We are constantly trying to plead our case in hopes of some reinforcement for our actions. However we fail to forget that we are still human and still surrounded by this world that could care less if we are good moms or bad moms. But make NO mistake they WILL tell you if they think you aren't upholding their standard of good. I am trying and that is all I can say today. I hope there are more that have those kinds of days.
When you wake up and you are sure that you just fell asleep, when you feel like hiding in a linen closet just to escape the circus, when you feel like all hope is lost and you can face another min.......... simply put yourself on auto pilot and know that tomorrow IS a NEW day! Gods grace is new each day and his mercy endures forever! So when you wake up and you feel like you can't do it all again today, just know that there is always someone out there wanting to take your place, who had to say goodbye to their little baby yesterday, who is in fear that they wont get to see their child ever again, or doesn't know where their baby is. Your day...MY day hasn't been that bad. My kids were sent to me for a blessing! God has said it in his word. He also tells us how to raise them so they can "rise up and call us blessed". I love my children and I know they love me too. Thank you God for putting them in my life even though often times I would like to donate them to a Zoo. :)
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